On Your Birthday My Dear Princess Amara

Dear Amara,

Another year has passed. Oh and what a year that was!To say that it has been "colorful" is quite fitting I suppose but I know that it has also been overwhelming for you. I remember it was the day after your birthday last year when I asked you on your thoughts about moving here to Manila from Los Angeles.You asked me why and I told you that it was because Manila has always been my home. I was so touched when you said "Well mommy you follow your heart. I dont know how to speak Tagalog and there's no Disneyland here so I don't know if this is my home but I go where you go, as long as we're together I am happy." 

I couldn't help but cry. For such a young & innocent mind, you've always had this knack for understanding complicated situations that even adults sometimes find difficult to comprehend. I know it has not been an easy ride for you---being away fr your dad,moving to a new school,a new home,making new friends,and transitioning into an unusual family environment. I know it can be all too much to take in;but somehow you make us feel like you're comfortably "breezing" through it. 

You have so many questions!Yes...and we openly and truthfully answer them for you.When you're perplexed, your inquisitive mind just gets the better of you and you never stop until you find your "answer". You never cease to amuse me with these big words that come out from your little mouth. I remember one time I asked you on what you feel about mommy and baba being together. You said "Mom I've never seen you so happy. And I know Baba makes you feel that. It shouldn't matter if you are with a girl as long as you have MEANINGFUL love." I cried, yet again. I know you hate it when mommy cries. But I can't help but feel so proud that we have raised such an amazing little person with a heart so big and so pure.

Looking at you,I have my validation that I must have done something right.You always make me want to be better. You make me want to be the best version of myself.

Today on your birthday, I want to thank you for being the best daughter that one could ever have. I thank God everyday because HE gave me You. You redefined my entire existence. Having you has taught me how to love selflessly and unconditionally. I will forever be grateful because I was given the privilege to raise a child as wonderful and as beautiful as you.

HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY MY PRECIOUS PRINCESS!!! 

To see you grow up into this beautiful little lady is beyond words...you are my LIFE.

Love,

Mommy

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